Unwanted

rain.
feeble light.
canned soup.
slow breathing.
clock ticking away.

silence.

there was
something
unwanted but complete

in his emptiness.

When I was here…

Last time when I was here,

It was raining,

But it doesn’t rain anymore…

When I was here,

To see you every day,

But you don’t show up anymore…

I used to wait,

For hours and days,

To see your smile,

To see your face…

Last time when I was here,

It was raining,

But it doesn’t rain anymore…

When I used to come and hide,

Sneaking away from the truth and lies,

But now I don’t need to hide anymore…

When you were with your friends,

Looking like a queen of my dreams,

But now I won’t see you anymore…

I used to follow you,

And drop you home,

But never ever found out,

Baby I’ll never leave you alone…

Last time when I was here,

It was raining,

But it doesn’t rain anymore…

It doesn’t even rain anymore….