she had a
wile smile
that stopped right outside
the intersection of
lustrous
and guile.
while her roseate
lips talked sense
in the diminishing direction
of her moving wheels
I revisited my
reasons
of the night
and talked them out
of blooming in direction
of the light.
but who really gives a shit
when I talk?
I ended up with jack
on my right
standing at the intersection where it all started.
what the hell,
you know.
I woke up to the
heavy moans
to the lights red
as wine.
she took a deep breath
under my ear
guided my hands
to the price
and told me with her hazel eyes
Love, let me make you alright.
sure as hell
she wasn’t lying
she became the moment
and the moment was mine.
“Say my name”
and all I could say was a smile
dammit, I forgot it again
let’s just call you Hyde
for this little while.
i met them two
ladies, at 4th and Brannan.
their face had given up
on wrinkles.
their hair was warm as
the lord’s blessing
any given Sunday.
and colored as bright as
Lucifer’s face.
their bent back pointed
towards the future
of us.
all of us.
one of them had colored
dotted socks on.
maybe they matched.
or that was the trick?
the other one had the
sleight of the bluest southern skies.
they were both out
and about at an AM in the morning
when you’d still be regretting
the existence of your loneliness
or awkwardness of last night
in your dreams.
them?
i’ve never seen a smile so contagious.
my heart has a place that is
never going to be filled.
you have that too.
and you will know it.
during your worst time,
and especially
during your best times
you will know
more than ever.
and we will together wait
and
wait
in that space.
that’s all we can do.
there’s only few things
better than
that song kissing your ears again
the freedom of singing it
out loud
in the middle of the bay
looking in everyone’s eyes
with a damn big smile.
then the bitter taste
of blue wind
hits your face
as the stars draw closer
to your heart than ever.
a strange, but sudden
urge of dreaming the stars
with eyes closed
reminiscing of the moments
that made up that song.
your song.
our song.
and giving up to
the heart, the city, and
yourself.
and taking in a deep breath.
in. out. in. in. breathe out.
look straight.
and keep walking.
just please keep walking.
hey sunshine
dare to look me right
in the eyes
pay your dues
and
let your feet run wild.
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